OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOSH, this is too wonderful for me to cope with. STARS IN EYES FOREVER. Seriously, though, this is SO beautifully written and powerful and lovely, and all of Sam's memories are killing me, and and and Dean's burning up in the chill of the meat locker, over-full of something fierce and golden and savagely loving. - GAHHH, this is where I lose my words. ♥!!